I love Her Blind (Short Story)

(So, this is the short story that i wrote. and it was inspired by my exe's and my guy friends either. and this is the point of view of theirs. so if you found any wrong grammar or the story like trash haha, so sorry im really not good at making stories with english, still learning, peace)
NB: I wrote the girl's side, stay tune! XOXO

I never meant to hurt her. I swear to God.
There is no, even a little.
Like i said, i didnt mean to hurt her.

But... she wont listen.
She was keep talking and didnt give me any chance to talk.
She was keep crying and didnt give my any choices except to shut my mouth up.
She was keep doing that, then became mad when i said nothing.

She wanted me to talk, but i didnt have a chance with it.

So, what should i do?
I asked her multiple times, but then she became quite.
Then punched me and hit me, it wasnt hurt at all....
and she cried... again.

"Baby are u insane?" I asked her for one more time.
She hide her face and scream, "You asshole! i hate you!"
I could see through her eyes, that she really really mad for what ive done.

I wanted to run and left her, cause i thought she hated me so much.
I couldnt see her cry. No more. Please, no more.
But she keep going mad, and told me not to go.

Then she punched me again.
But this time.........
with her lip.

I could tell the strawberry taste on hers.
And her lipstick ruined on mine.
But she pushed me again, and told me for one more time.
"It is fucking over. I hate you"

This is sick baby. This is not health for us.
I love u blind. Really blind. And its hurt u.
I cant.

I cant hurt you anymore.
I need a time to relax.
I know im gonna be really sad, if u cry again...
and there is no my shoulder you can lean on.

- Him