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IS THIS WHAT PEOPLE THINK?

Have you ever felt tired, to see your reflection in the mirror?
Yes, You feel like wanna throw something to the mirror. And You did. 

And after that thing was broken, You see your reflection again in the broken-mirror, then you felt like wanna punch that mirror until it really-really-broken-mirror?

And after all, You just sit in the corner of your room and cry like a little baby. 

Yes, You feel like you are the only one who feel like this. I mean, you can tell one thousand-or more- people, but believe me no one can feel what you feel 100% exactly, because you know what? 
After all is over, you are still alone, and it always gonna be. 

But,

How if your sadness filled by people that you love. I mean, I swear, How long you life isnt determined by the days-months-or maybe-years, but its on How much people who love and care about you., respect you, understand you, and stand for you, no matter what.

I said no matter. 
No matter how old you later.
No matter how your hair color later.
No matter how stinky and ugly you later.
No matter how dumb you later.
The point is, that people is still wanna be with you. 

But,

Have you ever felt this fucking reality?
I know it is sucks.
I know it is kinda mad world.
Full of fake people.

No matter what you do they hate you. 

You beautiful, they hate you, because they think you sucha bitch.
You ugly, they hate you, because they think you sucha thing who dont deserve get anything in this world.
You smart, they hate you, because they think you sucha fucking nerd.
You dumb, they hate you, because they think you cant do anything with your ownself.
You Gay/Lesbian, they hate you, because they think you sucha scumbag.
You straight, they hate you, because people ugly like you dont deserve being loved and loved. 
You go to club, they hate you, because you think youre sucha bad person.
You go to mosque/church-or whatever worship- place, they hate you because they think you quasi devout. 
And many more that i cant tell one by one here. 

But, again, 

You dont need to listen How and What people think about you. 
They never feel satisfied, until your heart broken like a lil piece of shit, or maybe, until die. 
People are always tell you about the other side. 
People are never think that youre right. Eh, well, you know its sucha natural law, that we should to face. 
This is the reality. 
This is the mad world, who always tryna make you scared.

Just stop listen people who always told you what to do. 
Let them die with so many questions and words for you. 

And let yourself die in piece. 

BraveTEENage

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