After all,

After all,

i reallize that the problem is me.

It was me and still me.

I just forgot when was the last time im feeling ok.

After all,

i realize that the one who is crazy, also me. 

It was me who gone mad and out of control. 

Still me...

I just forgot when was the last time i laugh my asshole so fucking hard till i cant feel the ground and my mind was blowing somewhere i never knew. 

After all,

I realize that... im too scared too walk away and think that myself is the only one i can trust. 

I might be gone someday,

But after all,

i only let my story going wrong or maybe right, i dont even care...

Cause in the end,

i wanna make it all clear...

and smile,

and have a very happiest ending. 

and no one cant deny it.